it is nice to know that something, someone is waiting for me out there. it’s lately pretty much the only thing that keeps me going. just to live long enough to see what happens. just to see if i’m going to make my way home again. :)
& for you vice versa.
Thursday Apr 26 @ 11:28
promise you’ll remember that you’re mine
love you more
than those bitches before
say you’ll remember
l’ll love you till the end of time
yes, i’ve found miss lana del rey’s songs to have a deep message along the beautiful melody that’s been making me feel something like eargasm.
wish i could just pick up my guitar to jam and sing, but there are several reasons why i can’t do that. meh. sometimes i just wish i had a good friend who could play an instrument well.
the world around me is moving. i can feel it. everything is different from what it was supposed to be and what it used to be. it’s confusing.
i ask myself every morning which way should i walk today. to the left or right or straight forward? but i find myself too damn often still walking the path of the past. or just in memories of it.. it’s haunting.
not to sound too miserable — my life is actually satisfying and enjoyable. i find myself happy at times. that’s the thing that makes everything sad. ironic, isn’t it?
after all i’m still lost. just wandering around being an independent outlaw. i sure miss the smell of home.
Tuesday Mar 20 @ 17:38boy you’re so dope
your love is deadly
tell me life is beautiful
they think that i have it alli’ve nothing without you
all my dreams and all the lights mean
nothing without you
last few months i’ve been lazy and listened to music from youtube mostly. i’ve even made playlists to my account to keep everything arranged.
but whenever i listen to a good song and get myself a 320kbps version so i could also play it on my phone when i’m outside, the difference is just so huge and epic i don’t understand why i even bother going on youtube.
gotta love me some bass.
cause everything seems to be so real now. in two weeks i’m going to move to tallinn (wohoo) and everything gets a fresh start. i’m speechless and i don’t have a clue how everything’s gonna turn out to be… :/
i hope this change will be good and that i won’t mess things up this time.
morning coffee. yes, i don’t usually drink coffee or tea in the morning, but in winter season it’s definitely something you can’t start a day without. the weather is quite nice - i’m starting to get used to the cold finally, but -32 degrees that’s been promised for this weekend is clearly a bit much. hard to figure out what to wear that’s both suitable for the cold and a party. brrrr
Thursday Feb 2 @ 05:21
2012 wishlist item #1 - glitter pumps
preferably golden-beige, but maybe black — depens
re-discovered an old picture of my self and gave it a bit more funk. also thought this would look lovely and perfect as my soundcloud profile image. ))
Sunday Jan 22 @ 21:55